Two year anniversary

I posted this simple status update to my facebook wall on the date of the two year anniversary of the day I moved to NYC, following it touching many people there I thought I would share it here too!

Two years ago today, I got on an airplane in Oakland, CA with two suitcases, and a one-way ticket to NYC. With no solid plans and little money, I somehow survived and found so much happiness, LOVE, joy, inspiration, and self discovery in the past two years making ALL of my dreams come true! Huge thank you to all that were a part of it. My parents, brother, Eric Wallace, Laura Hames Franklin, Emily Sullivan, Beth Ann, Amanda and Tyler, Josh, Rachel, the Franklin Method, Eric Franklin and so many more…

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My new PELVIS!!!

There have been so many times this past year that I have felt like I’ve had a brand new pelvis.

As funny and as sexual it sounds it is so true. :) haha I am learning that when you talk about the pelvis you just HAVE to roll with the humor involved!

Learning, experiencing and embodying all the movements that happen in my pelvis on a daily basis has been a powerful, enlightening, life-changing and SCARY process over this past year!

This evolution was really started almost exactly one year ago in the first week of year one Franklin Method teacher training.

The pelvis is soo extremely cool and has so many movements that completely change every single one of your daily movements – walking, sitting, standing, dancing, running, doing yoga…

I cannot really tell you the amount of pure JOY I get from imagining the movement of my pelvis, no what I am doing. It can seriously turn a horrible day to JOYFUL, BRIGHT, BEAUTIFUL day! :D

Why then if I get so much JOY from understanding my pelvis everyday did I wait until NOW to write a blog post about it?!?!!!!

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<————- THAT'S WHY!!!!! :D My new pelvis model that just came in the mail.

I recently made a huge LEAP and brought myself a complete dis-articulated skeleton and pelvis model to facilitate the growth of my healing practice offering highly individualized sessions. Every one of my sessions is different and incredible!

Having a model of the pelvis helps give my clients a better understanding of their pelvis, how it moves, its shape and construction. (plus it is so cool and makes for a LOT of great, great jokes :D )

Well… haha that is all for THIS blog post, but don't worry I'll be back soon with MORE brilliant insights I've discovered!

Stayed tuned… Comment… Engage with me! I'd LOVE it and I promise I won't bite! :)

Wishing you freedom and creativity this day and always in your pelvis!

Much, much LOVE!

xo Emily

I am a dancer…

I am a dancer, but that is not all that I am.

I have been a dancer my whole life, from the age of three when I first put on a pair of tap shoes and my mom took me crying to my first dance class.

I discovered ballet officially at nine years old when my combo tap/ballet teacher saw my flexible feet and hyper extended knees. She convinced my mom to put me in ballet lessons.

I loved ballet from the moment I started.  I had found the dance form for me! Years have gone by since then and I’ve learned other styles but ballet and especially pointe work has stayed my favorite.

This past year I moved to New York City via a one way plane ticket and two suitcases from the west coast.

Also in the past year I got certified as an educator of the Franklin Method. Basically a year-long process that involved three weeks throughout the year of intensive training in Boulder, Colorado.  In-between weeks I had homework to complete, practice workshops to teach , studying and practicing to do with the Franklin Method. [The Franklin Method was formed by Eric Franklin partly from his own experience as a dancer.  It uses science, bone models and current mind body research to teach in a student centered way how the bones, muscles and organs move in all bodily motions.  Then dynamic imagery is incorporated to encourage movement and translate the motion between the mind and body.]     Learning the Franklin Method has changed the way I approach dance.  I continue daily to teach my body it’s true movement potential in every moment, enhancing my movement with anatomically correct imagery.

One of my most recent discoveries in ballet class…

It truly is a really powerful thing when you realize that in any moment you can DECIDE how you want to do a step. That kind of control I always interpreted to be the skill only of a professional dancer.  But, I was never sure how they got it. I assumed years if practice and HARD work. But then even when i became a professional dancer i still wondered and was actually rather disappointed I did not suddenly have this skill…

But then, ding! Last week in class I discovered it and I had my answer! The Franklin Method! Embodying the Franklin Method in ballet classes allows one to DECIDE how you want to do a step.

I plan to be a strong, brilliant, inspiring Franklin  Method educator, enabling me to help tons of people - dancers and lay people alike to move and dance in the healthiest, most beautiful way reaching their  highest potential.

Tears

Tears for Norway .....

Tears of Norway.... (title in image selector)

Okay, wow! Titled this blog post as my next post.  I figured once I had a title I could make something from it.  Came from the fact that for the past two weeks my right eye has watered uncontrollably producing lots of involuntary tears.  And these tears had increased steadily (until Tuesday when I had a BodyTalk session with Laura Hames Franklin and my eyes were literally cleared up).

So that was was that, whatever. Not a blog post but a good story.  Then I was going through my journal (for another reason) I’ve kept since I moved to New York and found this…  perhaps just another story but the first bit I have to share because I literally started to cry with emotions I felt running all through my body.

It is about this time exactly a year ago that I first heard of the Franklin Method.  The studio in Berkeley that I mainly danced at was having a Franklin Method workshop on the feet. (The ballet school director’s mother was a Franklin Method teacher) Needless to say, I didn’t go.  As a struggling dancer/student I didn’t have the 60 dollars or whatever it cost to shell out to attend some who-do-vodoo workshop.  My experience with similar techniques at Cornish had made me more than a little skeptical of these alternative movement systems. I just didn’t think they were for me.  I am a ballet dancer, straight and pure, the classics! A week or so later I was taking class with a ballet teacher I absolutely love as a part of my week-long preparation for my biggest audition of the season, the Los Angeles Ballet, the one I was flying to LA that Saturday to attend.  Interestingly enough, this ballet teacher had taken the workshop, after the ballet class she really want to share what she had learned and I was one of the ones she singled out because she thought this could really help me.  She then showed us some exercises rolling our feet on small balls.  I have been around the block with these sorts of things but these exercises were different…and it made my feet for the first time in a long time feel BETTER…
I called my parents that night and told them about it, and they were over joyed that I found something that finally made my feet and ankles feel normal…
Two days later, I came down from a changement to heart-break, I had sprained my ankle —- badly.  I can push through a lot, like completing an audition on a sprained ankle before, but this time was different, it was excruciating and I couldn’t put weight on it.
Needless to say the rest of that year, basically was dedicated to this injury and the pain in my right foot that resulted from it.
- Emily’s musing (March 4th, 2011)

Yep, that’s all I have for this post…. Comment PLEASE if you like. :) Tweet me up on twitter, find me on facebook.  Much love!

Tears for a nation

More tears in nature...

Breathe

Ahhhh…

Theme of this Sunday for me. Came from a guy after church this morning. He asked me about my plans for the day and I said, “nothing!” which is a shocker for me.

For the past forever :) my Sundays have been busy, culminating last Sunday when I went to church, a discovery class, an audition then had the big performance of Pinkpig Ballet that night.

Taken me awhile to recover from that day, since not really “recovered” a week later….

But… back to the guy at church this morning. After relating my feeling of recovery to him, he suggested going to a park and just breathing. What an excellent idea! Had been battling with what to do today, always have so much work to do. But… it’s Sunday which I quite sincerely believe should be a day of rest.

but the seventh day is the sabbath of the LORD thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work… ~ Exodus 20:10

That is good enough for me! :)

 
Rest, sitting and just being is not something that comes easily for me. I’m a rather high-strung person, think it runs in my family…

 
Have learned to trust myself and actually listen to my body and what it needs since moving here, learning BodyTalk Access and the Franklin Method.

Focusing especially today on what I learned from the Franklin breathing class, in and out of nose – in and up my back then out and down my front.

 
I feel so much joy and contentment living in the city and just surrendering to that feeling.


So, here I am in Prospect Park, surrendering to the feelings, the emotions and breathing.

 

Final note..

Have no desire to be fake in this blog, have enough of that in my “pink life”  Reached a point that I am really tired of that, it’s exhausting!

Dance… and other things.

Went to a dance performance last Friday. All the pieces seemed so morbid!

I remember when I saw Vienna Teng live in concert, one thing she said was how it is much easier to write sad songs than happy songs. The words and music for sad songs came easier to her.

I wonder if it is the same with choreographing dances….

This train of thought turns me to the Franklin Method (as everything in my life does anymore) :) Something I’ve learned, that is so incredibly true (think about it for yourself!) is: Negative imagery is way easier and much more prevalent in our culture. It also elicits a stronger somatic response than positive imagery usually! Positive, good, dynamic imagery you have to practice.

“Learning imaging is akin to learning a language?” ~ Eric Franklin (via @FranklinMethod)

But! …. Back to choreographing dances…

The dance I choreographed for my composition class in college was rather bleak.. But, the dances I choreographed for church services always had their abundantly joyful moments as the songs were praise songs or had moments of BREAKING through the DARKNESS.

Pieces choreographed on me have been a mixture. I have a rather spunky cute demeanor so perhaps that is why I am able to dance cute, quick, fun pieces…

Also, I wonder if ballet is an easier genre to make happy pieces for. I’ve always felt like ballet was a joyful dance form. Most of the classics are generally joyful and happy with some melodrama underneath and sad moments. Many of the plots are bleak, with happy moments…
Sleeping Beauty (my favorite classic): Aurora has a spell casted on her that when she pricks her finger she goes to sleep. BUT is awakened my her true love’s kiss! And there is a happy wedding ceremony!
The Nutcracker (the ballet I’ve done the most): Clara has her favorite toy nutcracker broke this Nutcracker comes to life and battles a huge rat king. But she kills the rat king with her shoe and her nutcracker turns into a prince and they go on a magical journey and see lots of beautiful dances.

Interesting, but really I guess full-length ballets need happy as well as sad moments or else the evening would be one-dimensional and the audience would get bored…

 

Do you have any thoughts on this?! I’d LOVE to hear them! Post your comment below! :D

“Try to see this tension, this knot, this pain as a friend and not as an enemy – a friend who has come to draw your attention to something; a friend who will not go away just because you are in a bad mood, one that takes the time to help you uncover the root of the problem.” ~ Eric Franklin

Actually SIT on Emily, she is a strong girl! She strengthens with rubber bands (Franklin Band) ~ one of the artistic directors of Pinkpig Ballet

My “pink life” and scatter brain-ness!! :)

Rather crazy week since I got from Boulder where I graduated the first year Franklin Method teacher training. Scattered brained and busy.

Still living the “pink life” working at Pinkberry and dancing with Pinkpig Ballet.

My roof!

My scatter brain-ness got me lock out of my apartment the other day!

So I had the rare opportunity of investigating my roof in the rain.

Rather reminds me of the roof in the Disney movie, Mary Poppins – Chim Chim Cher-ee:) love.

Another view of my roof!

I really love my apartment so much!

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